^++LittLe_Ph3oNix++^

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    Originally, this blog was all about how my life is, how my day was, what I did and all that whatnot. (or what I like to call : a narcissist blog) however, I've decided that I would try and minimize my regular babblings and do a bit of philosophizing ;) so that it may benefit everybody. I also use it to practice my english as it is getting worse by the minute. If you have any problem with my writings please express yourself in an orderly manner by leaving a comment (click on the 'biscuit' which sits at the end of each entry), thank you.

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    February 6, 2010
    yeah away again


    finally, gonna start a long journey :D though im pretty sure the roads in java wont be as lush and straight as this one.

    im supposed to fill in the upu form today. any ideas on what to take?? T_T i seriously need a mentor in these kind of stuff....



    oh serabut kepala :D

    adik jage umi, abah n abg2 baik2 tau..


    [eh dh gembira balik :D]
    you, yes you! pray for me and the entire r2j4 rombongan's safety and tht this trip wont just be a waste of our parents money but will at least have some positive effect on all of us and shift our paradigm into becoming better people, 'abid, friends, leaders, dai'e and etc. :)

    tak sabar nak balik ... hehe

    Posted at 2/6/2010 12:28:51 am by ^++LittLe_Ph3oNix++^
    biscuit??  

    January 26, 2010
    Drowsy stooges miraculously dazed java

    a summary of activities post-spm:

    -a couple of days after final exam

    facilitated debate camp

    [became thee best facilitator ever, half of the time i was drowsy, a quarter of the time i was sleeping :D fortunate that the fees were self-covered, not sponsored by the school or club.. so the guilt of wasting other people's money is nowhere to be seen.. had fun though spending time with hidayah and kjannah.. and also got my patience tested by the super newbies... its really hard to force a kid who's world revolves around video games and playstations to reaally think about matters they've never really bothered to look into, like death penalty of animal's rights... hehe, wondered how ustzh jamilah and the seniors back then managed to tap into my empty head when i first started joining the club]

    -the day right after the camp

    [another camp :D] print

    got really ticked off with the toilet... i spend half of my day in the toilet, so wherever I go, i dont care much about how the accommodation is, as long as the toilet is usable and doesnt require me to wear a face mask while using it... imagine 5 toilet shared by 500 people... and yes, miraculously I survived the whole camp...

    see the pintu gerbang? [its the odd triangular thing in the middle]] we made it together in the middle of the night under the illumination of the stars, moon and shifaa's torchlight :D

    -a day after the 2nd camp

    LKD

    its kind of a motivation camp but more focused towards building a da'ie... got culture shock at first.. haha.. its amazing to be surrounded by people of the same age but of a maturity level waaay higher than mine.. the inferiority was unignorable... hopefully that these wonderful people can influence me to become soleh solehah like them....

    -a couple of days after that

    r2j starts!

    its a programme arranged [by which organization im still confused but its someone between the school, the alumni organization and whoever] working towards building character, leadership and ofcourse helping the needy in java.

    It started off with the indoor module, requiring us to stay in the hostel for 2 weeks [my 1st thought: omg gimme a break, im just breaking free from hostelism!!] in the end though felt happy and glad :D we were presented with all sorts of new knowledge by reputable people…

    -straight after that

    Jaulah r2j.. kind of a road trip to KL

    Im now eligible to become an amateur at using the commuter, lrt, taxi and bus service… [kalau nk jd pro kene tunggu ddk sebulan kt sane kot.. err tanak.. kl so many people] it was an exhausting day yet memorable.. haha… yes we were a bit gelabah on the lrt.. but after stopping at the wrong stop and gotten squished by the lrt door, who wouldn’t? it was hilarious yet a bit embarrassing… I think it was clearly evident to the other lrt users tht we were first timers seeing all the noise tht we made… oh well, everbody has their first times, right? :D

    -straight again after that

    Money making project for the needy in java begins!

    Im the dadih maker.. so my world now revolves around dadih.. sorry, no pictures, I don’t know where in the world our camera is… first day of making the dadihs was already a big challenge… huhu, got 150 orders from teachers at school… begin searching for the ingredients after maghrib… when I thought everything was ready, I read the instructions at the back of the packet… oh ***, forgot the sugar! Went back to the shop, started making it at midnight… a couple of hours after that, the stove fire wouldn’t ignite (heh betul ke pgunaan kate ney) finally concluded tht we were out of gas.. T_T in between that faheem being a batman he is [it was around 1 or 2 in the morning], decided to help out by spilling some of the dadih tht were starting to set in their individual plastic cups… by that time I was too sleepy to get angry…

    In the end I finished all the 150 orders by 1 in the afternoon the next day [lucky tht the orders were for 3 pm] with the help of some friends :D  

    In a nutshell,  I suggest that those in need of some anger management therapy to try out dadih making… it really builds your patience :P

    ive just realised tht in english it doesnt sound that nice

    fruit bean curd pudding

    wow kalau jd penjual fruit bean curd pudding kt tepi jalan mesti terbelit lidah

    "beli2! fruit bean curd pudding!  fruit bean curd pudding!  ade 3 jenis fruit bean curd pudding ! fruit bean curd pudding  jenis satu, satu flavour plain je, RM1. fruit bean curd pudding  jenis yg dua kte panggil fruit bean curd pudding rainbow, 3 lapis fruit bean curd pudding dalam 1 cawan, harga RM1.20, fruit bean curd pudding jenis yang last skali, ade buah kat dalam, harga RM1.50. beli2! fruit bean curd pudding! fruit bean curd pudding!"

    heheh, try that!

    secara seriousnye, i really now believe that a successful and pious business person is truly the greatest person ever. coz in business, it constantly needs you to be working, if not your sales go down. So if someone manages to balance between his daily ibadah yet still maintain a productive business, he is a seriously astonishing man...

    aku buat dadih ni yg business kecik sgt ni pon, tdo pkl 2/3 pagi rasa berat nk solat awal, solat sunat, bace qur'an. keep giving excuses yg bdn penat n all... mmg kene jihad gler ah... n skrg pn still tgh dlm process b'usaha :)

    so org yg mampu succeed in both aspects mmglah seorg yg tough gle dan iman die mantap.

    in business as well it tests your tawakkal on God. sometimes jualan laku, sometimes jualan x laku... org yang kurang tawakkalnye guarantee akan cepat lingkup dlm business sbb cpt putus asa...

    haha, sape nk test iman, meh buat business!

    xyah besar2, jual je fruit bean curd pudding :D  

    Posted at 1/26/2010 4:22:10 am by ^++LittLe_Ph3oNix++^
    biscuit??  

    December 29, 2009
    crumbling down

    grin :D

     

    im supposed to be grinning because spm's over

    but i feel like burning up inside

    somehow, i've become more bad-tempered nowadays. so after this if we meet and i suddenly snap, just keep in mind tht maybe its part of post-spm sydndrome. maybe the 4 weeks of stress and tension hasn't subsided completely yet..

    or maybe i just hv to accept the truth tht im a bad-tempered person

    T_T

    i dont want to feel angry, but i feel like scolding everybody

    td firdaus became the first prey, ter-slammed the door real hard and shouted at him over just a small matter... i bet the neighbours could hear us.. hehe sorry ea, didnt really mean it, it was like an automatic reflex reaction...

    i need to calm down  

    Posted at 12/29/2009 2:03:44 am by ^++LittLe_Ph3oNix++^
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    August 9, 2009
    3 months isnt really that long right?

    i am ever so longing to blabble abt stuff tht i used to blabble abt here... T_T huu need to
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    concentrate!


    3 months to go!!!then you'll have all the time in the world to blabble abt every single thing u can blabble on until you run out things to blabble about! :)
    pray i stay strong!

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