i wish my focus n enthusiasm is like a rubber band with no limiting length and wont wear down. exhaustion , what's that? it doesnt exist in my dictionary

*sigh* if only things were this is easy

im alive, i miss blogging, BUT i think ive lost that touch.

im days away from starting a new semester of uni :] its a mixed feeling, anxious, thrilled, worried, [oh and not to forget the must have blurred facial expression ;) ]

random picture. id LOVE to stick this note on my forehead all the time. dissatisfaction sucks n is reaally hard to live with.

oh lets make a new set of semester targets :

[yes, its a cliche thing, but ever wonder why ppl keep doing it? its good to entertain ur enthusiasm :) ]

-study constantly, NEVER last minute. (yep this year's 2nd sem taught me a lot. hope that the fact is now drilled to my head- i am soo afraid that over time i am becoming exam-oriented. but, that is what the system is turning us into. the competetive heat is quite blatant)

-improve arabic lingo! (funny when i remembered back in my first semester, i made it a daily target to talk to at least one arabic person a day. the trip to n fro the uni mostly consisted of me debating with myself in my head whether or not to start chatting with the person next to me. it really is funny to get so worked up over saying hello, whts ur name n course to a stranger. ~usually my next remark to an arab would be 'im sorry coz i suck in my arabic', which just describes how i am out of things to say. haha org dh xde modal)) currently, the arabs tht i talk to the most is; the taxi driver. n the script would be just he same, everytime. i know, so loser-ish

-get to know juniors! (arent i the most caring senior ever? yep read tht again, senior! *faints* T_T)

~nervous, first attempt at knocking on people's hearts, if u know wht i mean ;) pray for me

in the mean time, there's one week of holidays left and suddenly i feel like there's just so much to do! yeah and btw eid + ramadhan far from home was AWESOME! :P ( this seriously is an honest statement)

~toodles :D

 

:D I swore to myself tht I’d never abandon my blog when one by one I see my friends abandon theirs , esp upon entering uni.

its hard to live up to what you say, thus saying more will just exacerbate the burden on you. (haha, yes I came up with tht word without the help of Microsoft word’s thesaurus. *okee kantoi biase gune ;) Though being oblivious whether the usage is right or not

lari point, Kaman marrah

its hard to live up to what you say, thus saying more will just exacerbate the burden on you.

Maybe this is one of the plentiful reasons holding me back. But then, this shouldn’t be a limiting factor. Its as if saying

I should stop reading the quran coz I’d make more tajwid mistakes

I should stop cooking for my family coz im not a good cook

I must refrain from tutoring my friends coz id teach them wrongly

Put these limitations on yourself. Then, what? In ten years time you’d be the same person you are right now. :[ that is not cool. Like a caterpillar that never turns into a butterfly, munching nonstop, slow and fat.
I don’t want to be slow and fat forever.

Small things you don't notice or realize its significance when you were in school:

Why it is important to learn to debate?

- so you can argue with the immigration officer, explain and convince him that you don't carry a visa foreigner card because it was the ****** fault for issuing it at such a patience-testing pace and the stamp in your passport is suffice as a replacement [though only God knows that you didn't even understand the contents of the stamp]



Why is it important to master Arabic?-

so that when you go and eat at a halal restaurant at L***** owned by a Syrian man and accidentally let him know that you were studying at an Arabic speaking country which made him hyperventilate with joy and anxiety [maybe dah lame x pulang ke tanah air kot], you don't have to disappoint him when you stutter to reply his long and lightning speed remarks, questions and comments in Arabic n make him realize that you cant speak much Arabic :D [he wouldn't accept our orders unless we spoke Arabic and then kept on repeating with absolute satisfaction;"im LOVING this,man!"]



Why is it important to at least have a few experience of dozing off during class?

- so that when you become stranded at an airport you can kill time by sleeping soundly without needing all the necessities for a good nights sleep; i.e. pillow, mattress, duvet. The floor and the strength to endure the neck ache you get after sleeping in oddly positions will suffice >< if youve mastered this skill during school by dozing off in class, you'll be open minded and carefree on however long you'll have to be stranded at the airport.



I thoroughly enjoyed the winter semester break. At one point felt like not wanting it to end :D never knew travelling could be this enthralling.
but then with the new semester obliging me to buy book$$$$$ , i think i'd have to restrain my travelling enthusiasm for some time. :[





*****
"takotlah xske joden lepas dh travel ni."

with full wisdom my mother said "jgn la xsuke plak kt jordan.. insya. bumi Allah ni ada special masing2.. kita manfaat kan"


who am I to question His flawless plans and arrangements?